To be a true fan

It’s funny.

I use to think that

to be a true fan

of a person you really love

you had to know all of their songs.

So, I wanted to be a true fan.

I needed to know the lyrics,

because I didn’t want to say that

I was a true fan without being one.

I never wanted to say something,

that I didn’t mean.

I would memorize the lyrics and songs.

I was a true fan, but not the truest.

There would always be fans bigger than me.

I just couldn’t memorize all of the songs and lyrics.

It was hard. I really tried. But I couldn’t do it!

I literally

just

couldn’t.

Oh well, I was still a fan.

I was a true fan of Jay Sean, Raghav, Destiny’s Child, Jennifer Lopez, Atif Aslam, Junoon.

I wanted to be a true fan of Christina Aguilera, Jessica Simpson, Britney Spears, and many more.